Wednesday, September 12, 2018

Break My Heart For What Breaks Yours

September 12, 2018

Today’s gospel is yet another reminder for me to do some personal spiritual inventory. Am I poor or do I feast constantly on pride and excessiveness? Am I hungry for a deeper relationship with God or do I simply go through the motions thinking that the bare minimum is enough? Does my heart break for the things that break God’s heart or do I look past opportunities for compassion? Do I ignore people’s judgment (true or false) of me or do I obsess over what people think of me to the point that it turns into pride? If I’m being honest, I kind of double dip from both lists…the blessed(s) and the woe(s). I’d like to only live according to the blessed(s). How? I truly think that prayer and fasting is a beautiful way to get back to these basics. 

Time for prayer allows me to hear the still small voice of God and to know that first and foremost I am loved unconditionally by Him and He is truly all I need. When this knowledge is at the heart of everything I do, then riches, and people’s approval, and being satiated, will seem trivial compared to being close to Jesus. Prayer gives me the anchor, the deep roots, and the true north to stay the course especially when life gets hard. Prayer is the feast that gives me the heart to be poor, hungry, tenderhearted, and true. Fasting helps me to grow in the kind of self-control that leads to deeper holiness. When we are practiced at denying ourselves simple things, then we can also turn away from bigger things that would impede our closeness to God such as pride, gluttony, and greed. The caution with both of these spiritual practices is to do them from a place of love rather than a place of fear. Everything we do, practice, and live should be anchored in love and never in religiosity. 

Today Jesus calls us to be blessed and it is well with my soul. 

Reading 1 1 COR 7:25-31

Brothers and sisters:
In regard to virgins, I have no commandment from the Lord,
but I give my opinion as one who by the Lord's mercy is trustworthy.
So this is what I think best because of the present distress:
that it is a good thing for a person to remain as he is.
Are you bound to a wife? Do not seek a separation.
Are you free of a wife? Then do not look for a wife.
If you marry, however, you do not sin,
nor does an unmarried woman sin if she marries;
but such people will experience affliction in their earthly life,
and I would like to spare you that.

I tell you, brothers, the time is running out.
From now on, let those having wives act as not having them,
those weeping as not weeping, 
those rejoicing as not rejoicing,
those buying as not owning,
those using the world as not using it fully.
For the world in its present form is passing away.

Responsorial Psalm PS 45:11-12, 14-15, 16-17

R. (11) Listen to me, daughter; see and bend your ear.
Hear, O daughter, and see; turn your ear,
forget your people and your father's house.
So shall the king desire your beauty;
for he is your lord, and you must worship him.
R. Listen to me, daughter; see and bend your ear.
All glorious is the king's daughter as she enters;
her raiment is threaded with spun gold.
In embroidered apparel she is borne in to the king;
behind her the virgins of her train are brought to you.
R. Listen to me, daughter; see and bend your ear.
They are borne in with gladness and joy;
they enter the palace of the king.
The place of your fathers your sons shall have;
you shall make them princes through all the land.
R. Listen to me, daughter; see and bend your ear.

Alleluia LK 6:23AB

R. Alleluia, alleluia.
Rejoice and leap for joy!
Your reward will be great in heaven.
R. Alleluia, alleluia.

Gospel LK 6:20-26

Raising his eyes toward his disciples Jesus said:
"Blessed are you who are poor,
for the Kingdom of God is yours.
Blessed are you who are now hungry,
for you will be satisfied.
Blessed are you who are now weeping,
for you will laugh.
Blessed are you when people hate you,
and when they exclude and insult you,
and denounce your name as evil
on account of the Son of Man.

Rejoice and leap for joy on that day!
Behold, your reward will be great in heaven. 
For their ancestors treated the prophets
in the same way.

But woe to you who are rich,
for you have received your consolation.
But woe to you who are filled now,
for you will be hungry.
Woe to you who laugh now,
for you will grieve and weep.
Woe to you when all speak well of you,
for their ancestors treated the false 
prophets in this way."

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