Wednesday, February 5, 2020

The Native Place

Having just come back from my “native place” this gospel resounds differently today. I went home (to Hawaii) with a very specific role for Grandmother’s funeral, to do all the music for the mass, because the Music Director for the parish was unavailable. From my end of things, this was a standard request and one that I have done many times. From the other end, however, there was much trepidation and unease because an “unknown” was entering their routine and someone that they felt they knew well because of our history together. Never did I ever have the need to share these specific gifts with my family while on vacation visiting and they were not privy to my life as a minister and so they also had similar questions: Does she know what music to pick? Our music guy uses piano, how is a guitar going to be? Does she even know how to play or sing? What if she is terrible? Isn’t this Marilyn’s daughter? I could tell that the church ladies in charge of the funeral really wanted me to “audition” in some way to ease their minds. The man I was covering for would be at an award banquet honoring him for being one of the best musicians in Hawaii! The bar was very high and some “haole” (outsider) was messing with that bar. I really had to keep my headspace rooted in who I am to Jesus so that I didn’t lose my confidence, or forget my mission, or question my abilities, or get caught up in pride rather than honoring my Grandmother. It was tricky. The good news is that all went well and my gift was definitely received with a bit of astonishment, like when and how did our little “white” cousin learn to do this? There was no offense taken as in today’s gospel, for which I am so grateful, and so Jesus’ rejection by his “ohana” tenderizes my heart in a new way. I know that I would have been devastated if my gift was rejected and my spirit would have definitely been stifled. I get it. 

We can actually block the power of the Holy Spirit with jealousy, pride, and bitterness! Jesus was NOT able to perform mighty deeds because pride had decreased their faith. I truly think we need to take note of this. I know that we find all kinds of “noble” causes over which we think jealousy and bitterness and entitlement are virtuous expressions, but I’d like to pull in Hebrews 12:14-15 in response to that, “Strive for peace with everyone, and for that holiness without which no one will see the Lord. See to it that no one be deprived of the grace of God, that no bitter root spring up and cause trouble, through which many may become defiled.”  Peace with EVERYONE is the HOLINESS that is required to see the Lord!! Jealousy, bitterness, and entitlement deprive people from the grace of God!! Let’s work on this big time. I feel like the current climate of our particular American culture is plagued with this kind of pride and we need to lay down our offense and work for peace. We have a responsibility to release the Holy Spirit into the world and not block it. Peace be with you. It is well with my soul. 

Memorial of Saint Agatha, virgin and martyr
Lectionary: 325

Reading 1 2 SM 24:2, 9-17

King David said to Joab and the leaders of the army who were with him,
“Tour all the tribes in Israel from Dan to Beer-sheba
and register the people, that I may know their number.”
Joab then reported to the king the number of people registered:
in Israel, eight hundred thousand men fit for military service;
in Judah, five hundred thousand.
Afterward, however, David regretted having numbered the people,
and said to the LORD:
“I have sinned grievously in what I have done.
But now, LORD, forgive the guilt of your servant,
for I have been very foolish.”
When David rose in the morning,
the LORD had spoken to the prophet Gad, David’s seer, saying:
“Go and say to David, ‘This is what the LORD says:
I offer you three alternatives;
choose one of them, and I will inflict it on you.’”
Gad then went to David to inform him.
He asked:  “Do you want a three years’ famine to come upon your land,
or to flee from your enemy three months while he pursues you,
or to have a three days’ pestilence in your land?
Now consider and decide what I must reply to him who sent me.”
David answered Gad: “I am in very serious difficulty.
Let us fall by the hand of God, for he is most merciful;
but let me not fall by the hand of man.”
Thus David chose the pestilence.
Now it was the time of the wheat harvest
when the plague broke out among the people.
The LORD then sent a pestilence over Israel
from morning until the time appointed,
and seventy thousand of the people from Dan to Beer-sheba died.
But when the angel stretched forth his hand toward Jerusalem to destroy it,
the LORD regretted the calamity
and said to the angel causing the destruction among the people,
“Enough now! Stay your hand.”
The angel of the LORD was then standing
at the threshing floor of Araunah the Jebusite.
When David saw the angel who was striking the people,
he said to the LORD: “It is I who have sinned;
it is I, the shepherd, who have done wrong.
But these are sheep; what have they done?
Punish me and my kindred.”

Responsorial Psalm 32:1-2, 5, 6, 7

R.    (see 5c)  Lord, forgive the wrong I have done.
Blessed is he whose fault is taken away,
whose sin is covered.
Blessed the man to whom the LORD imputes not guilt,
in whose spirit there is no guile.
R.    Lord, forgive the wrong I have done.
Then I acknowledged my sin to you,
my guilt I covered not.
I said, “I confess my faults to the LORD,”
and you took away the guilt of my sin.
R.    Lord, forgive the wrong I have done.
For this shall every faithful man pray to you
in time of stress.
Though deep waters overflow,
they shall not reach him.
R.    Lord, forgive the wrong I have done.
You are my shelter; from distress you will preserve me;
with glad cries of freedom you will ring me round.
R.    Lord, forgive the wrong I have done.

Alleluia JN 10:27

R. Alleluia, alleluia.
My sheep hear my voice, says the Lord;
I know them, and they follow me.
R. Alleluia, alleluia.

Gospel MK 6:1-6

Jesus departed from there and came to his native place,
accompanied by his disciples.
When the sabbath came he began to teach in the synagogue,
and many who heard him were astonished.
They said, “Where did this man get all this?
What kind of wisdom has been given him?
What mighty deeds are wrought by his hands!
Is he not the carpenter, the son of Mary,
and the brother of James and Joseph and Judas and Simon?
And are not his sisters here with us?”
And they took offense at him.
Jesus said to them,
“A prophet is not without honor except in his native place
and among his own kin and in his own house.”
So he was not able to perform any mighty deed there,
apart from curing a few sick people by laying his hands on them.
He was amazed at their lack of faith.

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