Today’s gospel tells us so much about the heart of Jesus. I’ve used this description before, but I think it truly applies today: Jesus shows us his squishy heart. “Squishy” meaning soft, tender, moved, supple, mushy. John the Baptist was not only his cousin, but also a true partner in Jesus’ entire ministry. He stirred the hearts of the people with an enthusiasm that set them on fire, that readied the way for a new kind of living, and gave Jesus as wild an opening act as there could be. He was present when the heavens opened above him announcing, “This is my beloved son with whom I am well pleased.” John was the first to worship Jesus leaping within his mother’s womb. And John had just laid down his life for love of him. This made Jesus particularly squishy so he tried to steal away to grieve the loss and to pray. I think it is a beautiful glimpse into the heart of God…He does indeed get heartbroken when we suffer. John’s death stepped everything up a notch and Jesus was well aware that this was a foreshadowing to his own death. He needed some introvert time. I get it…squishy.
It says the crowds learned that he went to a deserted place so they followed him. I’m just going to go ahead and confess that this would have pissed me off!! I just need four minutes of alone time people!! Good thing I’m not the savior of the world. Just sayin’. Instead, Jesus was moved with pity. Grief over his beloved John’s death tenderized his heart surfacing even more compassion toward the broken, vulnerable, sick, and desperate. Suffering and loss can indeed soften our hearts toward empathy if we allow for that, or it can harden our hearts with a protective shell. Squishy-hearted Jesus chose to love on these obviously hungry (spiritually and physically) people by seizing the moment for a much-needed sign and wonder. He is so attuned to our needs and our vulnerability moves his heart to love. He knows that they made quite the effort to follow him to a deserted place, he knows that the journey was not easy, he knows that their faith is what brought them, and he knows that many of them came to know who he was because of his tenacious cousin, John the Baptist. The best way to honor his martyred cousin is to walk in those sandals that John claimed too anointed for him to even untie. What a great example that having an intimate relationship with Jesus can and does move his heart.
John’s ultimate witness of his faith and love for Jesus led to the most powerful and amazing miracle, feeding the thousands, not to mention curing their sick even before feeding them. It says, “They ate and all were satisfied,” and again we taste the nature of God. He is enough. He is all. Only He can satisfy. He longs to feed us. He longs to cure us. He loves to reach into our vulnerable places and have mercy on us. We move His heart with our drawing close to Him. Today we see the tenderhearted compassion of God through a squishy-hearted Jesus. Let our faith be activated by this beautiful display of love. It is well with my soul.
Reading 1 NM 11:4B-15
The children of Israel lamented,
“Would that we had meat for food!
We remember the fish we used to eat without cost in Egypt,
and the cucumbers, the melons, the leeks,
the onions, and the garlic.
But now we are famished;
we see nothing before us but this manna.”
Manna was like coriander seed and had the color of resin.
When they had gone about and gathered it up,
the people would grind it between millstones or pound it in a mortar,
then cook it in a pot and make it into loaves,
which tasted like cakes made with oil.
At night, when the dew fell upon the camp, the manna also fell.
When Moses heard the people, family after family,
crying at the entrance of their tents,
so that the LORD became very angry, he was grieved.
“Why do you treat your servant so badly?” Moses asked the LORD.
“Why are you so displeased with me
that you burden me with all this people?
Was it I who conceived all this people?
Or was it I who gave them birth,
that you tell me to carry them at my bosom,
like a foster father carrying an infant,
to the land you have promised under oath to their fathers?
Where can I get meat to give to all this people?
For they are crying to me,
‘Give us meat for our food.’
I cannot carry all this people by myself,
for they are too heavy for me.
If this is the way you will deal with me,
then please do me the favor of killing me at once,
so that I need no longer face this distress.”
“Would that we had meat for food!
We remember the fish we used to eat without cost in Egypt,
and the cucumbers, the melons, the leeks,
the onions, and the garlic.
But now we are famished;
we see nothing before us but this manna.”
Manna was like coriander seed and had the color of resin.
When they had gone about and gathered it up,
the people would grind it between millstones or pound it in a mortar,
then cook it in a pot and make it into loaves,
which tasted like cakes made with oil.
At night, when the dew fell upon the camp, the manna also fell.
When Moses heard the people, family after family,
crying at the entrance of their tents,
so that the LORD became very angry, he was grieved.
“Why do you treat your servant so badly?” Moses asked the LORD.
“Why are you so displeased with me
that you burden me with all this people?
Was it I who conceived all this people?
Or was it I who gave them birth,
that you tell me to carry them at my bosom,
like a foster father carrying an infant,
to the land you have promised under oath to their fathers?
Where can I get meat to give to all this people?
For they are crying to me,
‘Give us meat for our food.’
I cannot carry all this people by myself,
for they are too heavy for me.
If this is the way you will deal with me,
then please do me the favor of killing me at once,
so that I need no longer face this distress.”
Responsorial Psalm PS 81:12-13, 14-15, 16-17
R.(2a)Sing with joy to God our help.
"My people heard not my voice,
and Israel obeyed me not;
So I gave them up to the hardness of their hearts;
they walked according to their own counsels."
R. Sing with joy to God our help.
"If only my people would hear me,
and Israel walk in my ways,
Quickly would I humble their enemies;
against their foes I would turn my hand."
R. Sing with joy to God our help.
"Those who hated the LORD would seek to flatter me,
but their fate would endure forever,
While Israel I would feed with the best of wheat,
and with honey from the rock I would fill them."
R. Sing with joy to God our help.
"My people heard not my voice,
and Israel obeyed me not;
So I gave them up to the hardness of their hearts;
they walked according to their own counsels."
R. Sing with joy to God our help.
"If only my people would hear me,
and Israel walk in my ways,
Quickly would I humble their enemies;
against their foes I would turn my hand."
R. Sing with joy to God our help.
"Those who hated the LORD would seek to flatter me,
but their fate would endure forever,
While Israel I would feed with the best of wheat,
and with honey from the rock I would fill them."
R. Sing with joy to God our help.
Alleluia MT 4:4
R. Alleluia, alleluia.
One does not live on bread alone,
but on every word that comes forth from the mouth of God.
R. Alleluia, alleluia.
One does not live on bread alone,
but on every word that comes forth from the mouth of God.
R. Alleluia, alleluia.
Gospel MT 14:13-21
When Jesus heard of the death of John the Baptist,
he withdrew in a boat to a deserted place by himself.
The crowds heard of this and followed him on foot from their towns.
When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd,
his heart was moved with pity for them, and he cured their sick.
When it was evening, the disciples approached him and said,
"This is a deserted place and it is already late;
dismiss the crowds so that they can go to the villages
and buy food for themselves."
He said to them, "There is no need for them to go away;
give them some food yourselves."
But they said to him,
"Five loaves and two fish are all we have here."
Then he said, "Bring them here to me,"
and he ordered the crowds to sit down on the grass.
Taking the five loaves and the two fish, and looking up to heaven,
he said the blessing, broke the loaves,
and gave them to the disciples,
who in turn gave them to the crowds.
They all ate and were satisfied,
and they picked up the fragments left over–
twelve wicker baskets full.
Those who ate were about five thousand men,
not counting women and children.
he withdrew in a boat to a deserted place by himself.
The crowds heard of this and followed him on foot from their towns.
When he disembarked and saw the vast crowd,
his heart was moved with pity for them, and he cured their sick.
When it was evening, the disciples approached him and said,
"This is a deserted place and it is already late;
dismiss the crowds so that they can go to the villages
and buy food for themselves."
He said to them, "There is no need for them to go away;
give them some food yourselves."
But they said to him,
"Five loaves and two fish are all we have here."
Then he said, "Bring them here to me,"
and he ordered the crowds to sit down on the grass.
Taking the five loaves and the two fish, and looking up to heaven,
he said the blessing, broke the loaves,
and gave them to the disciples,
who in turn gave them to the crowds.
They all ate and were satisfied,
and they picked up the fragments left over–
twelve wicker baskets full.
Those who ate were about five thousand men,
not counting women and children.
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