Tuesday, July 2, 2019

In The Midst Of

One of the many precious things that my sweethearts in memory care do is that they often fall asleep right in the midst of whatever activity I may be facilitating. They do not discriminate in what they can fall asleep to either; a sing along, arts and crafts, exercise class, dance party, dinner, you name it. This used to concern me and bring up feelings that I was inadequate at my job, I mean after all I was supposed to be engaging them. However, I’ve come to realize that their “slumbering in the midst of” is really an expression of the presence of peace. Now, I may be romanticizing this just a bit, but in my heart I know that there is a sweetness that resides in their sleeping. This sweetness comes from a life well lived, from a fight well fought, from an exhaustion that only love can bring, and from a peace of knowing that it’s okay to sleep in the midst of. Jesus shows us in today’s gospel that this kind of peace is possible in the midst of terrifying, in the midst of a violent storm, in the midst of the waves of grief, in the midst of the winds of change, in the midst of needing to be saved, in the midst of feeling like we are perishing. How? The presence of Jesus resting in us; a resting upon us that rebukes the wind and calms the sea. We create a cushion for Jesus to lay his head when we spend time in his presence, when we invite him into our storms, when we give him permission to save us, and when we rest in nearness to him. When he is “in the midst of” us there is a great calm that commands to storms to be still. 

Let’s invite Jesus to rest in our midst today so that his sweetness will save us from whatever storms try to swamp us. So, yet again, my memory care sweethearts, who sleep through my activities have taught me more about Jesus than they will ever know. It is well with my soul. 

Reading 1 GN 19:15-29

As dawn was breaking, the angels urged Lot on, saying, "On your way!
Take with you your wife and your two daughters who are here,
or you will be swept away in the punishment of Sodom."
When he hesitated, the men, by the LORD's mercy,
seized his hand and the hands of his wife and his two daughters
and led them to safety outside the city.
As soon as they had been brought outside, he was told:
"Flee for your life!
Don't look back or stop anywhere on the Plain.
Get off to the hills at once, or you will be swept away."
"Oh, no, my lord!" Lot replied,
"You have already thought enough of your servant
to do me the great kindness of intervening to save my life.
But I cannot flee to the hills to keep the disaster from overtaking me,
and so I shall die. 
Look, this town ahead is near enough to escape to.
It's only a small place.
Let me flee there–it's a small place, is it not?–
that my life may be saved."
"Well, then," he replied,
"I will also grant you the favor you now ask.
I will not overthrow the town you speak of. 
Hurry, escape there!
I cannot do anything until you arrive there."
That is why the town is called Zoar.

The sun was just rising over the earth as Lot arrived in Zoar;
at the same time the LORD rained down sulphurous fire
upon Sodom and Gomorrah
from the LORD out of heaven.
He overthrew those cities and the whole Plain,
together with the inhabitants of the cities
and the produce of the soil.
But Lot's wife looked back, and she was turned into a pillar of salt.

Early the next morning Abraham went to the place
where he had stood in the LORD's presence.
As he looked down toward Sodom and Gomorrah
and the whole region of the Plain,
he saw dense smoke over the land rising like fumes from a furnace.

Thus it came to pass: when God destroyed the Cities of the Plain,
he was mindful of Abraham by sending Lot away from the upheaval
by which God overthrew the cities where Lot had been living.

Responsorial Psalm PS 26:2-3, 9-10, 11-12

R.(3a) O Lord, your mercy is before my eyes.
Search me, O LORD, and try me;
test my soul and my heart.
For your mercy is before my eyes,
and I walk in your truth.
R. O Lord, your mercy is before my eyes.
Gather not my soul with those of sinners,
nor with men of blood my life.
On their hands are crimes,
and their right hands are full of bribes.
R. O Lord, your mercy is before my eyes.
But I walk in integrity;
redeem me, and have mercy on me.
My foot stands on level ground;
in the assemblies I will bless the LORD.
R. O Lord, your mercy is before my eyes.

Alleluia PS 130:5

R. Alleluia, alleluia.
I trust in the LORD;
my soul trusts in his word.
R. Alleluia, alleluia.

Gospel MT 8:23-27

As Jesus got into a boat, his disciples followed him.
Suddenly a violent storm came up on the sea,
so that the boat was being swamped by waves;
but he was asleep.
They came and woke him, saying,
"Lord, save us!  We are perishing!"
He said to them, "Why are you terrified, O you of little faith?"
Then he got up, rebuked the winds and the sea,
and there was great calm.
The men were amazed and said, "What sort of man is this,
whom even the winds and the sea obey?"

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